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November 2009 Basic TrainingIs been about one years plus, i'm always from Asiaworks basic training...
Am i'm really really exciting about all the great, wonderful peoples that i have in the team....
and looking forward to see the peoples this coming Wedensay...
Have a talk with Zoey, One of the small group leader when i did my basic 5 years ago,
5 years after, i still remember her smile, her begin,
and the joy, energy that she have put in for my basic training...
and YES, She remind me i have done my basic training for 5 years!
5 years is really a long time, and look back of my life,
Asiaworks training play a big part of it.....
SB90, Ready to rock!!
October 2009 Am i ready?Am i ready for you?
Am i ready to have another person?
Am i ready for new couple relationship?
Am i ready to just be with one person, no more, no less?
Am i ready to let one become two?
Am i ready for the commitment?
Am i ready to put you in my life?
Am i ready to go extra mile with you?
Am i ready to be there for you?
Am i ready to give?
Am i ready to receive?
Am i ready? Am i ready?
October 2009 洋人读部落格认识了个洋人,
他说: 想更认识我。
我说:那去读我的部落格吧。
结果他真的这麽做了,
找了个华人朋友,边读边翻译。。。
无独有偶,
远在澳洲,也有个人告诉我,
他读了我的部落格,
也是找了个华人朋友,边读边翻译。。。
这个世界真可爱,
部落格的世界:无声胜有声。。。。 September 2009 特别想给你的文字。。如果今天我没有把这些话写下来,我会睡不着。。。
对你,我的感觉是矛盾的,
我不希望改变现在这种关系,
关系改变了以后,感觉也很不同,
我不想改变现在拥有的特权,
虽然这种感觉很暧昧,
我知道自己抗拒或逃避的是什么,
可是现在我也没有准备要去面对。
今天你是说了很多以前不会说出口的话,
对我,更坦白、更真诚了,
你对我的付出,我心存感激的,
我也感觉到了,可是可不可以不要改变?
我也知道这种等待有一天是会到期的,
可是我不要也不想改变,
改变了以后,对你的期待会大不同,
要求会越来越多,有的时候还会不可理喻。
在爱情面前,我还没有学好。
如果现在让我选择,
我想要继续维持现在这样的关系,这样的感觉,
请让我继续这样下去,
虽然我害怕会有一天,我不再有这样的特权。
我不敢奢望地要求,永远让我在你心里这个特别的位子,
但是,我想告诉你的是:在我心里,你是特别的。
我不怕别人说这关系暧昧,但我害怕有天我会失去你。 |
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