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June 2008 我的妈妈要去AW 的基本课程Yayaya~~~
Yes, Yes, Yes~~~
当妈妈说好的那一刻，我的心跳加速，我面红耳赤，我开心地想叫，想跳，想笑，想哭~~
很多很多的情绪，因为我真的期待那天到来，我更加期待星期天站在妈妈面前的那一刻，
没有在马来西亚或新加坡开办的华文基本课程，现在开办了，而我妈妈是其中的一个。
那种心情，到现在我还是开心地想叫，想跳，想笑~~
自己在三年前完成课程，至今所带来的收获是无法尽数的，
我期待妈妈参与了以后，会更加丰富他自己的人生，
妈妈一大半的人生，奉献了给家庭和儿女，你对我们的爱永远无法回报，
现在真的真的是你给自己的人生带来更多的展望。
yayaya~~~~
我的妈妈，你最棒！！
 Letter to LP-
Dear LP75~
My mum was 52 this year, she got 3 children, my sister 33, my brother 31 and i'm 27.
My mum marry with my dad when she was 18 years old, and she spend her 34 years for her children and family,
she is the best mum,
no matter how bad is the environment is, she give us the best, she make sure we have enough.
no matter how my bad is father, she never give up him, she be there for him every time.
She always keep her tears behind, and show her cheer in front us, no matter how bad it's, she always teach us to think the positive side, and she is the person whom cheers us up. Honestly, beginning i dun want my mum to go for the basic training, even she have mention to me before she want to do the training.
but i just dun want her to do. i go thro the training, i know how it's, and i dun want her to experience that,
i always think, right now, she really enjoy her life, and she have 3 of us+ 2 lovely grandchildren is enough! why she need to do the training?
After, Jia Yi(mandarin basic creation team) speak to me, i think of my mum, deep inside me have a question pop out- why am i being so selfish? i have experience the journey and i know is really value me until today.
Just because of my point of view so i decide my mum no need to do the training?
Then i called her up and tell her that's a mandarin training is penang, is the first place i think this is easy to enroll, as she mention early she want to do the training, who know, deal with her consideration she said: not this time~ then i put it at aside for few days, i start to focus on other peoples. Until i received ken sms know that his mum is going, and i'm like: all my people mum is going, how come my mum not going ler~~~~
at the night jia yi called me and said one more to go~~
at the moment, i really dun want to wait, i called my mum and just simply tell her:
all my friends mum is going to the training ler, how can my mum dun want to go? and i just ask her one solid question, when is the last time you really do something for yourself? and now is time you really want to do something just for you. then she think about 3 second and she said: ok, register for me then!!
woohoo~~ the moment i'm full of emotion, and now i really looking forward to see her walking into the training. yes, is not about my judgment, everyone can do the training, and then they go out there and make the stand to other, that's how love passing on and on~~~~
June 2008 新加坡的某条大街在同学的介绍下，在新加坡的某条大街发现了很不错的小吃，
偶尔心血来潮总会想去买来品尝，家人也喜欢。
 这条大街是新加坡的红灯区，每每到那里，总有一些些的不舒服，
不舒服那里各式各样人的眼光，不舒服那里的文化，和夜晚的另类华丽，
看见站在大街小巷的女人们更是觉得不舒服，心里头总会想：难道找不到更好的工作了吗？
每次到了那里，总是匆匆忙忙买了食物，就赶紧离开。
到底，我的心底在排斥些什么？
排斥这些人的生活方式？
潜意识里认为这些人是另类？
究竟生活在那里的人，过着怎样的生活？
他们喜欢自己所过的生活吗？
他们满意现在的自己吗？
为了生活，为了在世界某个角落的家人们，他们选择了这样的生活方式？
为了所爱的人，再苦也是值得~
你们还是值得尊敬的！
 June 2008 Friendshipwhat's friendship mean?
我很在意的人，在我们之间不再存在友情，
我多年不见的朋友，再见面时依然充满相知相惜的感觉，
我们的友情，因为模糊的感觉而变质，不想成为情侣也不可以延续友情，这是我不愿接受或相信的事实，但确实是这样。
我们的友情，不论多久，你还是那么信任我，见面的无所不谈，到你不再为自己的梦想打拼，到你甚至放弃自己想要的，我感到心痛。
麻木的爱情，让我曾经陪上我们的友情，多年以后再见你，让我更感珍惜，虽然，我害怕被拒绝，但是我不愿再失去你，无论如何这次我会告诉你我的心意。
平时无事不登三宝殿，但是当你打电话来时，你的行动等于你对我的信任，我为自己感到自豪，谢谢你，永远这么信任我。
友情，爱情，爱情，友情？
到底怎么样的友情才算真正的友情？
真友情会因爱情而变质吗？
真爱情会让人失去友情吗？
June 2008 The Journey....The journey begin, is not about you like me or not, i dun care to know, but i stand for who you say you want to be, i stand for your goal and your commitment.
Here we go LP75-
~~~ To Be Caring & Responsible Leaders Who Inspire The World To Be Better and Happier Place ~~~~
June 2008 知道与不知道之间某件事的发生，让我觉得很多时候，我们只是在知道和不知道之间徘徊，知道了可能就变成责任，不知道责任就减少甚至是没有。到底是知道好还是不知道好？什么情况下，人们宁愿选择说不知道，也不愿意负起责任？在什么情况下，为了表示自己是对的，很自以为是的说：你看，我说了或我早就知道了？
其实，知道和要不要承担责任又是另外一回事，我可以知道但不付出任何的责任或行动，知道就好。
但是，知道而承担责任并付诸行动才是最大的考验。
但是，我知道了，
我选择负起责任，
并付诸我的行动来改变整个事件，
从而创造不同的成果！！
这就是知道和不知道之间的差别~~
亲爱的，现在你知道了吗？还是你，还是宁愿选择不知道？还是有什么是你假装不知道的呢？ June 2008 大扫除在忍无可忍的情况下，终于下定决心给我的狗窝来个大扫除，傍晚八点多回到家立刻进行打扫工作，翻箱倒柜地把保存多年的回忆一一拿出来，有开心的，有甜蜜的，有难过的，有心痛的.... 许多许多，不禁问我自己，我到底是念旧而不舍得丢弃还是想从保留着的东西，找些什么感觉，不管怎样，这次我痛定思痛，超过一年没有使用到的东西，统统痛痛快快地丢或捐到红十字会。看着房间越来越多的空间，就越收拾越起劲，看着地上三大袋要到垃圾场的物品，噢，原来我也是一位垃圾制造者，另外，看着要送到红十字会的物品，更发现自己原来是个不节约的人，看见什么喜欢的就买，结果也没有好好地使用，有的连封套都还没有打开呢~~~ 口里不断提倡环保的我，原来是这么不环保的，oh, my god~~
真的该好好反省反省．．．
June 2008 AccomplishmentAccomplish 5-6km run this morning, feel good after that, good new is i never stop(walk not more than 10 step) during the whole journey, this is something that i cannot do when i'm alone, today with my supporter, i make it. they are really commit to me, keep encourage me, after the run, really feel fresh with my body, want to keep it up, another to slim down, is i make up my mind i'll buy a bicycle, then cycle to school.... never try, but looking forward!!~~
thank you, dear supporter- willy, cat and calvin June 2008 Senioring LP75I commit to senioring lp75, this is big commitment to me deal with lots of my own life, change school environment, diploma course project, partical, family trip..... But what really compelling me is to make the stand for peoples.... because of every single one of them drive me take this action toward their vision.
I know this time will really demand my 100%, demand my commitment, demand my action, demand my words, but i'm ready for that, i honour my words with my action and of course this is hill challenge to me, do whatever it take to have them win, to have myself win, to have them being a leader in life, to have me being a leader in my life~~ sometime i just wondering am i too active in aw till i neglect my life? but i know i never play this big game in my life before, and this is time to challenge my limit!! Go for it anyway~~~
Looking forward, a bit scaring but what i'm sure is I DEMAND MY 100% TO LP75~~~~
I'm LP75
June 2008 是结束还是开始？在绿荫七年了，是当初的感觉，让我至今不离不弃，是当初的感觉，让我看见可以成就在孩子们身上的工作是多么的有意义。为此，在这七年间，我经过想要转换工作的挣扎，我经过想要离开新加坡的意念，我经过成长与学习，我学会待人处世，我学会不断鞭策自己，让自己不断进步。我很爱这个地方，那天用发抖的手把信交给家长时，我才发现原来那种感情已经一发不可收拾，回到家狠狠地哭了两天，哭是因为我不可以再为西湖的每个孩子尽心尽力地服务，哭是因为我不可以再看守孕育这片土地。
家长们纷纷来电，每位家长的关心让我看见自己再辛苦的付出都是值得，有的家长只是简单地说：你去那里，我的孩子就跟你去那里。这样的话对我来说，意义重大，更是让我看见自己不能停下来。我很感谢家长们对我的信任，我很感谢孩子们对我的包容。因为你们，我更是坚定了自己接下来要走的路。
应该是结束也是开始，结束了以后有更大的新展望，有更多的新期待，期望绿荫越挫越勇，接下来有更多的绿荫在新加坡甚至别处。 My Captain Journey In Basic TrainingMy first time captain basic training, thro selection i got my team Siew Wai, Cherie, Jennifer, James, Ken, Terene, Sharlene, Daniel, Lily, Faith....... A group of Loving, Caring, Fun, Sweet, Authetic, Passionate.... peoples~~~~
To serve the peoples better we got the chance to do some work as a team before the training start, and of course we are "incredible", to inspires and see possibilities to take action toward their goal~~~
Be urgent, committed, risking, rigour, passionate, clarity and loving is who we want to be......
And, yes, the day come, we have 59 walk in, looking at every single one of them, my heart was in fire, my heart was really excited about all the peoples in this room, they might be someone brother, someone father, someone mother, someone sister or someone lover or someone friend.... when i sitting behind them, one and only one in my mind is: i'll give you my 100%
With the handsome and gentle trainer Gordon, i learn to take thing easy and focus on student not myself, not my team.
To move peoples forwards i have to work very close with my team, good new and bad new, more of them is first time staffer, they just so willing, willing to shift, willing to do something different, willing to ground........
Day 1, Day 2, Day 3......... everyday i can see the different on my team, on my peoples, and of course every single mint i learn new thing. Sometime i be real, sometime i be rigour, sometime i be spontaneous, sometime i be loving...... whoever i be, one purpose SERVE THE TEAM AND THE PEOLPES BETTER.
Last but not least, work with ang mo is not stretch to me anymore, i enjoy and learn in this journey, one of day, i'll be back again!! |
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